I've said it once, and I will say it again..

when it rains it fucking pours.

The start of my week was writing a letter to a judge that isn't mine. Writing the whole thing just drained me, but I have nobody to talk to this about besides my parents. I have never been so frustrated and disappointed with a situation this badly. The court day is valentines day.
I don't know what the fuck he is going to do. This is one situation where I can't do anything to help, and I can't handle it.
Why is he the only one getting in trouble when it was definitely a two person deal? Why is he taking all the blame? P. can walk away with nothing, and J. is losing everything he has worked hard for. I just don't understand. He is going to jail to save him-- does he really mean that much? how can you help somebody who obviously has a problem? not by letting him get away with everything, that is for sure.

This weekend:
my front teeth got chipped. by a person who is ruining my life one situation after another.
my friends window got smashed.
my (other) friend got jumped by a moron whom he (after three months) is the only person who would talk to him.
I cried way to many times.










"We may encounter many defeats but we must not be defeated." - Maya Angelou